Woke up the other day feeling good. A little crampy as I had a feeling my aunt flow was coming for a visit but good besides that! Most women cringe at the the thought of that monthly visit but I welcomed her with open arms as it has been since September 2012 since she decided to make an appearance! Over 270 days! Which becomes an issue for women of my age (32) as I should be getting regular periods. One of the lovely side effects of PCOS! So I was excited as it was the day I was to meet Dr. B for the first time and though I had never heard of this fertility place before, I was optimistic!
When I arrived I met a nice lady by the name of Deanna who is the nurse coordinator. She took down my information and we chatted a bit before I met with Dr. B. the meeting with him went well. Everything is as expected... Conversations about clomid, letrizole, HCG shots....progressing into IUI and IVF ... seems that most of the procedures including blood work is done on site. GREAT! Finally... A place close to home where I don't have to travel an hour for testing and and needle prodding! He seemed very to the point... Neutral, but very informative. I will be going back in a few weeks to get blood work done (their machine is not set up yet) and get the ball rolling! We will discuss the results and figure out the best form of treatment going forward at that point.
I'm feeling positive..optimistic... Something I haven't felt in awhile. The other times with Dr. R and Dr. H....I only felt neutral, never sure if things were going to work out. But this time I feel more together. Maybe because I feel healthier, clear on the game plan. I even had a dream that I had a baby girl and she had LOTS of hair on her head! So much so that I could put a barrette in it! I NEVER dream those types of things... Maybe because my mind wanted to protect me from possible disappointment .... But I think now I am at a point of not dwelling so much on the "it's probably not going to happen" to... "Keep calm.. You will be a mom" :)
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